A Letter to Xyz!

I think you were right. Maybe I was never enough.
I could like to start by saying that I loved you so much. And of course to be with you was one of the greatest adventures of my life.
I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the way we or I wanted them to. We both tried our best, but at the end of the day, maybe it was meant to happen like this and trust was broken and finally there isn’t much we can do about it. What else can I say? That you know I don’t regret anytime I was with you or shared with you. I would be lying to you. All those years I thought they were worth it. I kept telling myself that you were the one. I think I will stop telling myself stuff.

Believe me, Xyz when you said you were sorry, I knew you meant it and I know you tried your best to be faithful. I truly appreciate your effort I know it was never easy given your position;(A young ambitious gentleman with a charming character and career all ahead of him.) I am so honored to have been part of your life at all and people you used to count on… I think I can say this even when I know you didn’t think so that you gave me so much even when you had little to give. You were patient and kind and never stopped trying to make me happy. I appreciated you. Maybe in my next life I will always tell people this before things go south.😢

I have a tendency to get so emotional and insecure maybe call it jealous, but you stuck with me in sickness, you supported me emotionally and financially. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to hurt you or make you believe that I didn’t love you with everything you had and gave. Again, I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and I’m sorry because I know I wasn’t always the best at showing it. Maybe that’s why you did what you did. Maybe you wanted someone who was more appreciative. Maybe we blame the discontent or else you wouldn’t have felt it was necessary to cheat! Okay maybe if I wasn’t so nosey! I wouldn’t be as hurt as I’m! I doubted that you were cheating! And now I have proof that you did or do! I wasn’t prepared for this! I wasn’t prepared to know the truth! I wish it was all a lie! But it’s not! You broke the trust!

I shared my family, my friends, and myself with you. You knew I was hurting and sick but you chose someone else over me. I wanted so badly to be angry with you because I thought it would make it easier for me to leave, but in all honesty, I’m not angry. Although, I’d be lying if I said I’m not hurt. You hurt me that I wouldn’t want anything like this to happen to you. But I forgive you. And I will always care about you. However, I will always have it in the back of my mind that I was not good enough , and I sincerely hope that one day I will get over this kind of bitchy experience am dealing with right now.

Wish you all the best Xyz. May your dreams come true. May you finish what you started and make your family proud. I will be watching on all Happy for you. You deserve a better life. I too deserve one.

I pray to God for guidance and strength to love again. WHICH I KNOW I WILL! 💕

PS; Just a letter you can send to your cheating partner. I pray you all get fine. 🙏

TUHAME ❤️